It really bothers me how I continuously give and give and give…And get nothing in return.
For my birthday, I had the greatest time of my life because of my boyfriend and my dad.
From my friends? Nothing. Just a happy birthday. Which I wasn’t expecting anything in the first place. But when it’s their birthday, I spoil the shit out of them. I take them to Bills games, lunch, dinner, shopping, Dave and Busters, etc. And I pay for it all because no one should take out their wallet on their birthday. Plus they’re my good friends and they deserved it. But for my birthday from them? Squat. Maybe I was expecting a little present from both of them in the back of my mind, and I was the one in the wrong. I don’t expect much, matter of fact, I never expect anything. Because I learned that you can’t depend on anyone but yourself. But it’s whatever right? Another thing ill just blow off my shoulder cause life goes on.
If I left I don’t think you’d chase after me.
It bothers me and hurts me that you thought about her.